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by Sorayah

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1.
Grenade (Intro) 00:20
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Time's a grenade It was thrown and blows away
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Broken Fantasy - Rerecorded 03:04
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Oh my name Oh my name, my name Broken record labels playing The baby isn't singing I get turnt My skin is shaking I got time later I don't wanna leave You in so much disbelief Oh God I got so much grief Seeing things absently I'm tripping' too hard Look in my backyard Broken fantasy See you left and right Turn around and demons by my side All they is is just another Long backbite Ain't tryna get caught with you Ain't tryna get in no fight Just wanna be relatable Funny how much déjà-vu This big black void But I know I Ain't paranoid I just need some family friend Like my dreams are destroyed (Oh) Seeing things absently I'm tripping' too hard Look in my backyard Broken fantasy Seeing things absently I'm tripping' too hard Look in my backyard Broken fantasy Deep under cold and high waters Feeling too blush as I see a comet Stop feel a strain in my brain And I succeed to remain As last man in the lead It's guaranteed that I am free Shot in the gut Somehow uncut I'm invincible and I'm criminal As it wears off I feel the pain And it feels sharp when I remain I build my own arc And sail across the swamps as it gets dark Darkness swallows me Cast out to the sea It's -95 degrees So I finna die in debris Seeing things absently I'm tripping' too hard Look in my backyard Broken fantasy She said go in the shack Took too long to get back Man he caught me lackin' She said she wasn't bluffin'
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All I Got 03:13
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Listen Oh I put you in my spot I gave you all got Sticks and stones may break my bones But never obey your commands You borrow and I lend You follow and I led Forever and ever I feel that our trust Will be bent But my faith will never be dead They overdose on all their meds So I try to leave this reality I put loud headphones over my head What more do you want? No, this is all I got All I got, all I got All I, all I, all I got Practice to make it enough Feel guilty for not being tough People know that I am to trust But for you, I’m doing too much Overwhelmed, stressed and tired School folk mad ‘cuz they ain’t high yet And I don’t let them influence me On my choices, cuz I’d be dead Watch it, they’ll get in your head Mornings can’t get out of bed Last night I had too many tears That were waiting weeks to be shed “Passive aggressive”, my ass Don’t know it, but I see red Hungry times, go downstairs What more do you want? No, this is all I got All I got, all I got All I, all I, all I got I carried that on a badge Only for once, do my best System is broke Scared to be told My sis down the hall was found dead It doesn’t seem to’ve been that harsh The work starts to pile up Im lost Ask for help I get asked please But can’t pay back what I bought I’m so done with the I’m so done with the Uncontrollable me Yeah I got spoiled with love Yeah I got spoiled with love I wanna stop being selfish, please What more do you want? No, this is all I got All I got, all I got All I, all I, all I got What more do you want? No, this is all I got All I got, all I got All I, all I, all I got
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Can't Get Out My Mind 02:32
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On a Sunday night On a Sunday night On a Sunday night On a Sunday night On a Sunday night I can’t Fight through time can’t get Out my mind it’s One in the morning Nothing like off work But same time I cant find Peace of mind So I lose track of time I got the layers of work And more thoughts that hurt The voice I hear when I just Did that: Girl don’t be such a jerk Listen I know I’ll have more later But I cant stop myself Understand your needs cuz you need the favour, girl I act like I have it But the guilt I feel ain’t real I let that be told to me Then why do they still look for meals? And I miss it But I can’t see it And I feel it too But I can’t keep it I know I’ll have more later But I cant stop myself Understand your needs cuz you need the favour, girl I know I’ll have more later But I cant stop myself Understand your needs cuz you need the favour, girl
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Ends To Beginnings 03:51
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Met you August So precious Why is it so heavy Ending makes me hold Back my tears so I kept steady This memory Is saved, oh forever I’m ready The more I open up to you The more pain felt, I’m vulnerable Oh Straight up Don’t wanna give it up Stay up, yeah let the tears fall Oh let the fears fall That night will stay so vivid In my mind Can still see the goodbyes that were given It was real love Now time to abandon The train station, progress of relation Cry when it’s done The more I open up to you The more pain felt, I’m vulnerable Oh Confusion gets the best of me All of my acts, made new memories Oh How do I know that I’ll see you Again Well the world is small Aren’t they all? We’ll see each other in town Sitting in the bus Waiting in heartache Regret leaving My mind’s teasin’ Left a peace of my soul with you Now will you shield it Energy transfer It’s what I captured Ends to beginnings Forming chapters But don’t like how it feels after The more I open up to you The more pain felt, I’m vulnerable Oh Confusion gets the best of me All of my acts, made new memories Oh
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I Know, But Still 03:23
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My ears are shattered Have to be forced To leave my work so That I can see My love And be rested From all the challenge I don’t need rest though What I think I know, but still No rest I need more power No sleep But don’t wanna leave this dream With this idea My needs are more important Than this wish I wanna make real And the darkness gets over me Next day wake up Do the same Though it’s my love Really enjoy this making Of feelings Of music Of learning what I want And no one takes the chance from me So I just do the thing I love I’m addicted Ears bleeding Keep going Cuz I need it My words weakening Strength giving up, I’m feeling it Call the word I say Help we going down I know, but still No rest I need more power No sleep But don’t wanna leave this dream With this idea My needs are more important Than this wish I wanna make real Can’t do what I know I’ll benefit from I can’t get up out of This chair I’m tied to With my own hands as the rope My mind is broke Feel like I Need no credit is it worth? Gotta get my Priorities straight Don’t fancy it To miss anything Oh It’s five a.m. Could miss a chance But can’t lose myself in the process Of effort I know, but still No rest I need more power No sleep But don’t wanna leave this dream With this idea My needs are more important Than this wish I wanna make real I know, but still I know, but still I know, but still I know, but still I know, but still I know, but still I know, but still
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This Grey Factory 03:03
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I ran my way Jumped out the cables Made me feel shame Now I feel no ways I ran my way Jumped out the cables Made me feel shame Now I feel no ways Here’s a thought: I don’t wanna be here anymore That’s the two of the major ones that lay Deep down inside my core It’s two: school and life mixed together Do I know about it? Well it makes you feel like muddy rainy weather I’ll explain more ‘bout that later Blessings: a spirit’s creator Time goes by, know more ‘bout life The more I learn, the apple gets rife Change is generational, fly like a dove to heaven Only so young, I reckon I know what’s love, no lesson This tired feeling Eyes open, mind peeling Try sleep, it’s healing Change what we’re seeking I ran my way Jumped out the cables Made me feel shame Now I feel no ways I ran my way Jumped out the cables Made me feel shame Now I feel no ways Sit down at my desk Spoiled rotten, yes she’s blessed Cant take my appreciation Feels like I’m in my safe haven Sleep at night Knocked out heavy Tired every night Can’t force it though Cuz once I fall out then I’ll lose My flow This glow Take it day by day Well that seems like it’ll be too slow Check the date It’s gettin’ sooner and sooner Well I lived through it by now Going in light speed Feels like I’m in the future Can it please make sense to you now? That this is just one spot Compared to a whole lot Once a token Always one Not no more, cuz hopefully This grey factory closes it’s doors Produced all the same Come out to play the game That’s what they say what we’re supposed to do Well that’s called a system and to be honest It’s faked, it’s rigged checked the marks To be false and not true I ran my way Jumped out the cables Made me feel shame Now I feel no ways I ran my way Jumped out the cables Made me feel shame Now I feel no ways Check the date, uh Check the date Yuh Check the date, uh Check the date Yuh Check the date, uh Check the date Check the Check the Check the Check the Check the Check the Check the Check the Check the Check the Check the date I’ve been feeling so uninspired
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Intuition 02:08
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If it weren't for me Deep down heart starts to beat I'll say so she'll know That means picking same rows, uh When I gave compliments Heart starts to grow but After weeks of holding back Realized she was just a crow In a few seconds I knew everything could change And my will for love wasn't present in her wisdom range Anything I said could've been used against me Speed of truth made me feel like I could be set free I hold out through this tension that You put me in And take a break, go that way, yeah I let it sink in, uh This the pressure of making A decision but I'm still learning to lean on my intuition Things are always changing Hurry, claim your places Too many different faces One's just one in 8 billion, yeah Hate all pressure in general But can't switch it off, might as well Get the best of the situation Then go if it feels rightful, uh Even if something happens I know I'll be fine after 'Cuz it can't be that bad And I'll learn out of that chapter And I'll go about like I'm doing fine like normal And no one will know if I stay calm and stay formal But now I got the problem Only you can stop it But you won't ever know And I wish I could show But somethin' deep up in my bones Is tellin' me no Not to talk and be silent so I pretend to go But listen what if I don't wanna make a decision And sit here in silence so I can keep on thinkin' About the different lines of time I could be lead to Great, now I'm trapped in my own mind's prison I hold out through this tension that You put me in And take a break, go that way, yeah I let it sink in, uh This the pressure of making A decision but I'm still learning to lean on my intuition (Again) I hold out through this tension that You put me in, mhm And take a break, go that way, yeah I let it sink in, uh This the pressure of making A decision but I'm still learning to lean on my intuition
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Numb 03:02
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Oh, no Sometimes I wish I could be numb to it all Look at the problems then I let myself fall Will never know what it’s like for ‘em all Can’t do nothing but im still an asshole They could change it don’t get why it’ s so hard Why this world? Break it, tear it all apart They say “that’s life” unfair, violent hearts Make It better, these overwhelming thoughts To be honest How high was the chance of this Happening (happening) It’s threatening And endlessly destroying All what could’ve been (been, been) Once again I feel helpless Told I’m good But cant accept it I need room Yeah just to process All their hurt Start reminiscing I wanna be numb sometimes ‘Cuz its easier (easier) And there’s no need to hurt yeah ‘Cuz you can’t feel the burn My problem is that I cant change shit Even though I wanted to help about this Yeah they make it But cant keep the promise Just wanna make sure It’s off of their list I know and I’m promising And I’ll have the needed tokens To heal ‘em To give ‘em all I have And treat ‘em So they don’t live this bad And there are many more others Who have what it takes But they’re just so greedy Oh and it’s disgusting But watch me, I can’t do nothing And show ‘em what they deserve ‘Cuz it’s overall a lookout A hungry hungry lookout It’s real foul It’s wrong and real Real real foul I wanna be numb sometimes ‘Cuz its easier (easier) And there’s no need to hurt yeah ‘Cuz you can’t feel the burn I wanna be numb sometimes ‘Cuz its easier (easier) And there’s no need to hurt yeah ‘Cuz you can’t feel the burn Oh Oh no, no Mhm Oh yeah
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My Safe Zone 03:01
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Being held back by others Takes a lotta self belief, yeah no wonder Look at ‘em they all heavy like an anchor Slowing me down, pulling me under Scream loud like thunder I don’t like wandering out when its sunny Good at possibly zoning out, good its cloudy ‘Cuz im getting kinda drowsy See the rain in the distance? You know what that mean Floating On the ocean Salty air Clearest breath It’s been a while ago I’ve been out to my safe zone Call it the ocean The waves in motion I need this place to be empty So does my mind palace, rooms so plenty Could look over the curve And see homeland At least where i was born Maybe see it in 20 It was different being on the other side Remember lookin’ down on land on the flight Fate was the only one to decide This life, yeah where was i all this time I always knew how to love Don’t know nothing about my ego Careful, don’t make wrong turns on the roll Learning from everything that could throw You out the timeline Lucky Earning off prime time Runnin’ On the sands fine line Of water More Than eyesight On it Floating On the ocean Salty air Clearest breath Floating On the ocean Salty air Clearest breath It’s been a while ago I’ve been out to my safe zone Call it the ocean The waves in motion It’s been a while ago I’ve been out to my safe zone Call it the ocean The waves in motion It’s been a while ago I’ve been out to my safe zone Call it the ocean The waves in motion It’s been a while ago I’ve been out to my safe zone Call it the ocean The waves in motion
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Release & Relieve 02:41
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Let go And trust yourself Easy No rush is felt Take your time Love yourself You are worth giving everything You can give Learning the process Of release Is great finesse Reflection of past Learning from experience Let go of it Love your existence For me Breathe it’ll be okay You’re worth everything Oh What if I’m not enough Do others care that much No I’m fine just know I got all it takes And I risk my self love Learning the process A matter of time Won’t ever stop these Beautiful meanings of life Learning the process Of release Is great finesse Reflection of past Learning from experience Let go of it Love your existence For me Breathe it’ll be okay You’re worth everything Oh
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Take Care 02:33
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Giving and making these people’s laughter Give it up, hold it in ‘till you’re home But that’s after Walking outside never looking a disaster Don’t get help, do it yourself Works better and you do it 100% faster Best to take care of myself so I can focus Don’t hold it in Hate to check my list and know that I don’t got to pretend Wish I knew you More than I do But that’s just my Fantasy You should know that I don’t go back ‘Cuz I am who I say I am Wanna meet you In the future ‘Cuz I don’t know How much you changed since then Will you still glow Even though they say to take Your time And go with the flow I’m curious But I’m scared to see how much You’ll grow Best to take care of myself so I can focus Don’t hold it in Hate to check my list and know that I don’t got to pretend Best to take care of myself so I can focus Don’t hold it in Hate to check my list and know that I don’t got to pretend
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Just Fine 03:50
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Can't tell who you could be So I dream and pretend Hear about you in my sleep But it's a treat Oh for later, for later Missing someone is just fine Knowing someone for your life Careful, only one closed eye Can't keep it out of my mind Don't wanna think of it Though I like the melancholy Others act a creep of it Ashamed to even speak of it No steps forward If I don't know myself On the ride home I can think And the dark is a place I don't see the time tick Want you to see me It's likely you'll be here Now I learn to trust so I don't Lose myself in chance Missing someone is just fine Knowing someone for your life Careful, only one closed eye Can't keep it out of my mind Can't stop to imagine and It will take a long time But yet how long is it really Since it's been flying right before my eyes Look at them they match my thoughts of The listed notes that I take by myself 'Cuz no one knows what I mean The way I word my thoughts and talk About these requests Bus drive, late night I throw myself off But deep in I'm lost Catch me from under Hard to silence the thunder So I go back to my palace and Think of the wishes I seek Missing someone is just fine Knowing someone for your life Careful, only one closed eye Can't keep it out of my mind (Oh) Missing someone is just fine Knowing someone for your life Careful, only one closed eye Can't keep it out of my mind Oh, no Oh, oh
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Like My Shadow 04:16
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They always watchin' They always watchin' you move And never want it That you do all you do And if you think it They still got they eyes on you Oh, yes they do Are you my shadow 'Cuz when I look back to you I see you lurking behind me But stay dark so you can fit in, no They don't mean anything to me And not like they helped free me from my worries And my thoughts that still do drown me The ones I know who stay Are the ones that don't call me only when they need help 'Cuz they know I'll be right there But they the same ones That when I need help They'll ignore me, and ignore me And show me that they don't care Creepin' in my side vision They think they slick but I see them Worst of all they in my business They know they out but still think that they're in And they got no relevance But still I do tend To love 'em, to pour my Heart into their, their dull souls They always watchin' They always watchin' you move And never want it That you do all you do Watch it 'cuz I'll conquer you kindly But will it bother you, oh it's distracting But respectfully Can you just let me exist No it's on me Gotta deal with your hands all up in my zone But it won't be long 'till I 'Till I vanish, vanish 'Till I vanish, vanish Vanish vanish vanish 'Till I vanish The wave between us Is there for a reason As it eats up All heat caused by the second Creepin' in my side vision They think they slick but I see them Worst of all they in my business They know they out but still think they in And they got no relevance But still I do tend To love 'em, to pour my Heart into their, their dull souls They always watchin' They always watchin' you move And never want it That you do all you do And if you think it They still got they eyes on you Oh, yes they do They always watchin' They always watchin' you move And never want it That you do all you do And if you think it They still got they eyes on you Oh, yes they do
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Aura 03:17
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Oh no Too young Two young girls came walkin' Walkin' down the street as They sat Sat next to me I'm rememberin' Smellin' Grey and I Just looked over They life was over, it was over So then I thought if There was any chance left For fresh air And I felt like there was none there Oh 'cuz it's broken, yeah No explainin' that When I see people I just feel their aura And see their colors See that orange in dull pain, I can't handle yellow feelings Like you might of heard of I'm learnin' to trust my intuition And stop doubtin' myself, stop doubtin' myself How can one of us Go after our own love Bitter hearts devour And make our world more sour Than it already is Oh 'cuz it's broken, yeah No explainin' that When I see people I just feel their aura And see their colors Oh 'cuz it's broken, yeah No explainin' that When I see people I just feel their aura And see their colors When I When I
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Promise 02:23
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No, no, no control Know, know, know your soul The feeling of guilt Follow your mind, they say your heart can’t know Swallow the lime, sour dirt wont grow Hollow the dime, money wins more worth Wallow in time, wasted hours taught so Careful but I somehow mess up Impatient now my chance is over Never had to learn how to catch up So my luck is a four leaved clover Pray I’ll have a way to help in the future But it all starts with now They say that I got really funny humor But that ain’t no joke ‘Member, so small, remember we are so small That’s a promise of a human being They say were not able to keep it Working guilt off by apologizing Common method used for qualifying One leap through it, what I’m advising What I write ain’t that deep it’s not surprising Watch it Maybe I should change for goodness sake Changing for others feels like everything Everything, everything but great Wanna stop complaining, glad I’m born into my name Not the main character, sad crying in the rain We the game-changer And not about me, and there’s other folk in pain Look, they’re dying in the game My comparison to life - Can’t tell if it’s real or not Maybe it’s reality or shame Decade and five years of time Been my experience, all A prize of a dime Feel of shame for liking this (uh) Real or fake, can you answer this? And my own music taste Yes I remember what you said I regret what I just did But listen- Feel like im the bad guy I’m not Opened my my third eye I got ‘Member, so small, remember we are so small That’s a promise of a human being They say were not able to keep it (One more time) That’s a promise of a human being They say were not able to keep it Everything, everything Everything, everything
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Racing (Outro) 01:02
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I try to slow down time No, that don’t work So I gotta move fast ‘Cuz im too slow We in a race now But can’t keep up So I gotta sort it all out I gotta sort it all out, no Oh, no Oh time’s going by Oh it’s racing You might as well slow it down And go ensure to rewind

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released April 9, 2022

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