If it weren't for me
Deep down heart starts to beat
I'll say so she'll know
That means picking same rows, uh
When I gave compliments
Heart starts to grow but
After weeks of holding back
Realized she was just a crow
In a few seconds I knew everything could change
And my will for love wasn't present in her wisdom range
Anything I said could've been used against me
Speed of truth made me feel like I could be set free
I hold out through this tension that
You put me in
And take a break, go that way, yeah
I let it sink in, uh
This the pressure of making
A decision but
I'm still learning to lean on my intuition
Things are always changing
Hurry, claim your places
Too many different faces
One's just one in 8 billion, yeah
Hate all pressure in general
But can't switch it off, might as well
Get the best of the situation
Then go if it feels rightful, uh
Even if something happens
I know I'll be fine after
'Cuz it can't be that bad
And I'll learn out of that chapter
And I'll go about like I'm doing fine like normal
And no one will know if I stay calm and stay formal
But now I got the problem
Only you can stop it
But you won't ever know
And I wish I could show
But somethin' deep up in my bones
Is tellin' me no
Not to talk and be silent so
I pretend to go
But listen what if I don't wanna make a decision
And sit here in silence so I can keep on thinkin'
About the different lines of time I could be lead to
Great, now I'm trapped in my own mind's prison
I hold out through this tension that
You put me in
And take a break, go that way, yeah
I let it sink in, uh
This the pressure of making
A decision but
I'm still learning to lean on my intuition (Again)
I hold out through this tension that
You put me in, mhm
And take a break, go that way, yeah
I let it sink in, uh
This the pressure of making
A decision but
I'm still learning to lean on my intuition
credits
from BLANK,
released April 9, 2022
Written, produced, performed by Sorayah
Mixed & Mastered by Sorayah
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